I couldn’t help it.. I need to blog my thoughts even though the latest entries were just an hour ago. It’s Saturday and I’m suppose to attend a ceremony of sorts that my elder sister had planned for her newborn son and her 3yr old daughter birthday. Regrettably, due to some minor inconvenience, I couldn’t attend the family gathering of the year.

All my relatives, family members and my closest cousins are attending it. I know on these occasions and gatherings are the time where old relations are renewed and new pranks are played out and new laughters and stories are shared. And I, the well known Party Prankster and Party King is not attending..

Already last evening, my cousins had called me up to inquire about my attendance and what I was planning for them since they were getting ready to pack their stuffs for the family sleepovers. I got an earful of screaming and shouting of distraught/disappointment and threats of strangulation for my missing attendance.

It’s not as if I didn’t want to attend. I just can’t! My visa application is still pending.. They are not the only disappointed. Up till now, I still haven’t met my new nephew yet and I was planning to get a new pair of clip on earrings with my cousins! Those cute little fish bones earrings and the star and moon dangling earrings… Now all my plans gone down the drain AGAIN.

And the food!! All the good and glorious food… I can’t even touch it. Grr…

I’m sorry Along, Nana, Udin, Mimi, Adam, Ayu, Arul.. and all those whom I don’t think is important enough to be named. I’m sorry I can’t attend.

Haiz… I really need to go out fishing soon.