I am tired and with all the commotions and problems I’ve faced since the starting of the year, I’m starting to feel extremely ancient. Sometimes I really feel like going to a place far away to rest and regain some resemblance of my real self. Smiling and acting nonchalant while working and  juggling all of the problems alone is stressing me out.

Instead of getting support and get the best result for my hard work, I get people biting me in the back and accusing me of crazy notions. I’m not a robot, I still have emotions. Just because I constantly smile and laugh with everyone I meet doesn’t mean I’m not without a bleeding heart. I’m a human and I do go through the emotional roller coaster wreck.

I don’t beg for money and I don’t live on other’s stature and wealth. I’m the vice president of the family and I have to bear the consequences of the things I decide. U-NOE-WHO-U-Rs only know how to critic at my every turn but I don’t see you doing anything to lend me even your finger. So spare me the guilt trip and all Stature Terrorism on me. I don’t need it and I will bite back when I have tolerated enough.

I have fangs, both upper and lower, a complete set. I’m not afraid to use them!

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