I’m starting to hate holidays

11.40pm

Today overall suck. I’m cooped up at home and everytime I want to go out, the weather plays foul on me. It’s my holiday and I’m supposed to be having the fun of my life socialising with people, mall hopping, game centers destruction and food extravaganza. Instead I’m staring at my computer digging through the latest channel for my work as boredom killer.

All of my friends are either working or still Raye outing. No relatives of mine has returned to JB yet so can’t hop to their home and munch on their food. Boyfriend busy with Raye outing with his family. Siblings concentrating hard on their exams. My parents, trying their very best to cheer me up.

I wanted to go out!! Even though I’m alone doing window shopping and watching movies by myself it is still better than getting cooped up. I made the mistake of telling my dad I was going out alone by myself to watch midnight movies and stroll at Danga Bay nightlife. Initially he thought my boyfriend was accompanying me so he gave me the green light, but when he heard I was going alone, haiz…. He locked me in.

I am just trying to keep myself occupied and not go mental!!! I’ve even completed all my working calculations enough to cover me for the next week. I’m depressed. I really am. I need to talk, yak-yak, chit chat, jabber!!

This is not happening. I need to get new friends even if they are drunks and big time womaniser. I need company!!! It’s better than the walls and ceilings.

I am so tempted to sneak out and go out clubbing, anything to get out from boredom and social bar zero. I think I should give my home insurance agents a call. Wonder if they are free now…