Good morning!! Well its morning for me here as I post my daily ranting. Nothing much happened here.The world is getting more messed up with the natural disasters wiping Japan and Wars breaking out in other parts of the world.

I never supported war and is against it badly. Lives will be lost and economies badly effected all to satisfy the needs of the greedy individuals who just can’t stand not having his way being done.

Instead of taking some time off and reflect on what other parts of the world is facing, the irresponsible people just bounced head in and starts demanding for their voice to be heard. Reality check people, whenever a decision is made, you can never get 100% votes to agree on you. One’s man meat is another man’s poison.

Pfft..

Now back to some easy rantings before I am demonised for being me again. I think I need to get my shower faucets changed. The current one is old and out dated.

I wonder which design is suitable and it has to be cheap!! Hmm..

Pardon my absence for the long period of time. I was throughly busy with a lot of things. Firstly, my deepest condolences to the victims of Tsunami in Japan. When nature has a real major mood swing, not even man’s latest invention could prevent it from happening.

I had watched the news and the latest updates on the event. My heart cringes and I had to hold in my tears at the destruction and deaths it had created. I love Japan for many things and to see such things happening and now with the nuclear reactor problems, my heart goes to all of the Japanese.

Lately while I was searching for nice invitation cards, I had stumbled upon this cute birthday party invitations cards. They have cards from kids parties to special events like bridal invitations.

Anyway I am still wondering what to get for my invitation cards. Oh the headache!

In every bedroom the main center piece in my view is the bed. Not the rug, the dresser, the wardrobe but the bed. Now before you go thinking of something from the gutter, think on it properly.

With a nice bed frame topped with a matching soft bed linen or any bed linens that suits your  mood, it can be the main center piece of your artistic bedroom.

Add a little touches like flowers and a major clean up of all your dusty bunnies, it will work very nice. I personally like the designs from ann gish. They have a large variety of very nice linens.

This is a little embarrassing. Last Sunday I went to my cousin’s wedding at Muar. The preparation of the trip was kinda hectic. Packing all my things in case of unplanned sleepover was one thing, finding out that I have added some inch on my sides is a slap to my face.

*face slams* I need to slim down!! Where are the weight loss pills when I need them? Need to slim down before I tore my clothes off on the sides..

It was a nice trip and I finally managed to catch up on a lot of things and renew lost connection with my relatives. The whole day was very fun and refreshing. Of course my cousin was very handsome in his wedding regalia and so was his wife.

Then we head out to Melaka to meet my dad’s friend and visit a distant cousin whom I have not met for a long time. Then again, I don’t think I have ever met him in the first place. *shrugs*

Oh well.. we finally reached home at 11pm. Tired n sleepy.

Who would have thought wedding preparations would be so.. overwhelming? I had helped my elder sister’s wedding years back and it wasn’t this tough. In fact it was very smooth and the only problem we had was the shopping for the wedding gifts, it was straining on the legs since my sister could never make up her mind!!

Now, after browsing many wedding packages brochures, I’m getting very dizzy. Well at least its more affordable than the prices in Singapore. That place was a killer on my empty pockets.

There are premium wedding dias, normal dias, premium set of clothings (don’t ask me how it looks like) and catering packages. Well one thing for sure the catering packages in Malaysia is not interesting enough, the food is the normal 4 types which is briyani.

I did went for the Wedding Extravaganza in Plaza Angsana last Saturday. The wedding lines were beautiful and so were the dias. Then I went walking around on the 3rd floor and saw this very nice bride clothing. They have the look of the normal elegance and glittery but the moment I look at the price, I almost faint. The rental rate was RM1000 for 7 days.

Who would want to spend that much on renting the clothes? Well at least now I know where those celebrities got their rented costumes for the awards. @_@ very expensive!

I can bet to you its the 3/4 of the salary of those who are in the normal sales jobs industry. Just too expensive to be renting!

Pfft.. Anyway time to go now. Will update on the wedding flurry activities later. What a headache..

I am currently unable to post any new things for a while since my desktop died on me. This time it is the RAM that coughed up its last fight before smoking in defeat. My poor RAM has been with me ever since its first debut 7 yrs ago. He was a good companion and a good fighter.

My 16yr old cat, Kontot, who has been a loyal companion and has a temper that rivals mine, died two days ago. She was 5kg, smirking the Cheshire cat and looking very comfortable when my mom finally found her body. Missing her already. Missed her snarling attitude when I cuddled her too much, missed her unladylike sleeping posture and miss watching her pounce on new preys. She was a great hunter and I love her for that.

These past few days I’ve been reading on the article of Mesothelioma. It’s the sickness caused by prolong exposure to Fiberglass or Asbestos. I’ve seen what these small particles can do apart from causing massive itch to the skin. Anyone who is interested in knowing more about mesothelioma, please click on the link above.

*sniffles* Sick.. my waterworks is running freely. Yesterday afternoon I was trying my best trying to fight the sickness. Unfortunately by 8pm, I was shivering with fever and I had to no choice but to eat my medication and sleep with a fever on my cells.

My feet and hands are cold while my body is heaty. My feet is the worse cuz every step feels like a thousand needles are poking at the sole of my feet. That’s how sick I am.

Anyway for those who are interested in cheating your body fat, you can always get safe diet pills that work. Exercising is always tiring and takes a lot of time and dedication, thus its always being done haphazardly by most people. For lazy bummers like me, you may take the pills but do not take them without your GP consent.

We do not want you to fall ill due to side effects to your health.

My head is in a swirl, my body feels like a tornado had slammed into it and my heart, don’t want to even express how my heart is crumbling right now. Everything I know about the subject seems so fake. It made me rethink of everything I had known about it.

I am depressed, very very depressed. My sanity is deteriorating slowly and the urge to pummel something into the ground is very real. Too bad, I am too good natured. If only I had a little bit more claws and roars in my attitude.

I need a vacation, really need one. Alone with no interruptions. Perhaps I should go to Outer Banks vacation rentals and rent a beach house there. Tan myself til I get sun bleached and my brain cells dried out.

It is stressful!!

*Smiles*.. *cracked smile* Ok now that didn’t work properly. Obviously trying to smile during the recent events in my life is tougher than I thought. Somehow I wish things were back before everything happen. Back when rice were still very cheap, fuel prices were affordable and people thinking with their brains instead of their mouth.

It’s a challenge everyday and I am biting every nail and concrete to make sure things doesn’t get complicated. I guess even smarty pants make mistakes and fall on their faces once in a while…

Well things happen for a reason and I have to suck up and fight back.

Currently I am not in the mood to buy gold jewelries. Usually I’d be excited and bouncing when it is time for shopping. But after the recent happenings, I began to tread the waters cautiously. People become fake when it comes to money or anything that has monetary value.The cute angels become horned devils…

So until I get my own cash, I’ll let the gold shine on me.

Being in Sim Lim Square is like walking into Alice in the Wonderland. Endless rows of electronics items. From handphones, cameras and most beloved of all computers.

The escalators are filled will people giving out pamphlets which harbored the best computer and laptop deals. If you are not used to having tons of deals shoved up to you literally into your face, you’d be left bereft once you step outside of the building.

The deals were really good. I managed to get a 4GB thumb drive (SanDisk) at $9.90. It’s much cheaper compared to last year. Their 32GB however is around $20+ or so. However I do not really want to know why I’d want something that big size of a memory unless I’d like to dumb in all of my videos.

Their 1TB hard drive cost around $110 or so. It’s really quite Ok. Anyway I need to go back there since I need to do something to my old PC.